Sunday, May 18, 2008

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Have you ever felt this before?
The feeling that something is so real for that moment....
The feeling that just tells you that everything will be alright.....
But... just when we turn around or blink our eyes... the happiness just fades away..
Fades away as if it was just a dream... nothing more than that.....
And when we get disappointed in our life we will just tend to isolate our self and 'emo' all around....

well we are humans...sometimes... no all the time we just can't handle our emotions that easy.... most of the time we will just tend to be 'emo' but does that really help?? It's kinda sad to know that being 'emo' only makes things worst but not bringing any benefit to any parties.

After having Christ in my life... things have change... it really did... though some may not be that obvious, but in this matter... the 'emo' matter ... things really change after i accepted Christ in my life... the way I see things in my life... the way i treat others.... the ways i do things... and also they way i handle my feelings... not to say I'm super great and awesome after become a Christian and i know how to handle things that normal person can't handle well... The truth is .. i am still a human, just same like others ... no difference... accept the part where I believe in Christ and some don't.....

having this new life... it is just too good to be true sometimes.. .but then, life is still life... we will still face normal things like other people face... but somehow knowing God is something really something awesome.... it is too awesome till I can't express it through words .....but one things for sure... Bout the 'emo' thing... so far I think I'm doing it very well... and I just wanna be here and share out my testimony... God is great ... Knowing Christ really changed my life totally.....

And if there is someone out there reading this page... Don't misunderstood me.. I'm not trying to preach out to you all and saying come on you should be a Christian .... But is just wanna encourage those people out there... those who had a though life.... being rejected... being tease and insulted.... being make fun ... feels like life is nothing but suffering... i here by encourage you all... try to take a step of faith... and get to know our God.... all i can say is I'm here because of Christ.... no because of myself.... without God I'm nothing....Just wanna share this great thing with all my friends out there....


Try knowing this God..... you might not know what great things he has planned for all of us... and I'm proud to be a Christian that for sure...


-andrew-.