I'm back.....

Hey guys I'm back to blog more i guess...

it's been qutie a while since I blogged... hopefully you guys will still tune in and catch up with my future post till then =)

People always leave..

People always leave...
Do they ? guess is like that in my life... people just come in and go off just like that, feel like you are standing in the middle of the road.. seeing and observing people come and walk pass you..

Really wonder how does it feel? when you have a close friend for even once.. and you thought that it will be a very beautiful friendship that will be long lasting, but just at that blink moment, the things that you always thought that will be there is soon to be not there... feeling of loss every single time you give in, and you only ended up being lonely....

I really hope for a really long lasting friendship.... but so far is like majority of my close friends just come and go... and even when we try to keep in touch at the end we just lost contact... just today got to know bout my friend might be leaving for further studies in a so called better university.. when I heard that, it felt like something really hard just hit on my chest... and i was thinking, what another one leaving!! Gosh I'm running out of close friends...for that moment I just feel so upset, don't even know how to react... all I did was just kept quite and did not even say anything. I know that I have no rights to tell my friend what to do and decide for my friend, but deep down in my heart I just really hope that this friend of mine could really stay.... is not easy for us to build up such a good friendship and now know that my friend will be leaving ... I'm really feeling super upset till the max..

Some people might think is just a friend.. you can make new friends again =) but as for me, I know that is really hard to find a friend that can really click and talk and also share your heart with. I really treasure this friend of mine. And just wanna thank you for everything that you did to support me as a friend. even when i gave up on something, you can always make me take back what I say and strive hard for it....
If you are reading my blog, I just want you to know... having you as a good friend is the best thing ever since I came down to study in kampar.. so just wanna thank you for everything, every support and encouragement that you gave me ... thanks alot =)

And yea, I really hope that you can stay... will be super upset to lose a friend like you...
Anyhow, things are still blur but one thing that is I'm really glad to have you as my friend all this while.... thanks alot friend.

People Always Leave........ But I say, Why not stay for awhile longer ...

Kampar life ~

Just came back from Ipoh... back to the super duper hot place.. kampar....
gosh what is wrong with the weather man... its so freakin hot plus plus there is alot of haze now days... have a feeling that I might fall sick again =___='

Feeling so random again... but this is the 1st time I blog outside from my comfy room... ahhh miss my air conditioner so much ... the cooling air ... but now I am so hot and sweating and feeling sticky... yucks.. guess you all can imagine how it feels ...

Its already been 3 weeks since I came down to kampar to do my further studies... now
I'm entering week 4 .. gosh is it me or is it time in Uni passes faster than six form life... so pack up with assignments assignments and still assignments!! Oh Lord save me please ....

Plus just too many things happen and still so many unsolve business ... starting to feel stress again... And I guess that's somehow good and bad in a way ... Good is I can motivate myself to keep on going and striving towards my dream bad is I might go in to depressing state again .... hopefully it won't happen again ... it's a nightmare for me ...

but well dispise all things that happen and deep shit that I step in ... still in a way i feel calm and relax... maybe because I know that God is looking over me =) I'm seriously really really glad to have God with me ... thanks alot God for providing securenss for me ...

well nothing much to say for now... sry guys been very busy with Uni .. will soon update me bloggie ... till next time ...

chaoz~~

Mixed feelings

Can't sleep well...
Don't feel like doing anything...
Don't feel like eating that much...

It's been a though month for me, and yea I think I should a break by blogging out my feelings and thoughts =)

SO many stuff, unwanted stuff just keep coming in my life.. And I kept wondering why is it I'm going through such a heartache period? Is it because of my fault ? peoples fault? or is it God that send all this trials for me to build me up?

Well till now I still take it a God giving me lessons though trials, well I guess God won't send things that i can't handle to me. Well then what am I so frustrated about ? Gosh, I don't even know why ...

Im just sosososososo lost now, can't concentrate in every stuff that im doin.

Lord please help me... I'm really torn apart now... DOn't know what step to take next..
Just pray that God You will just clear out my cloudy mind .. and show me what is the truth.. the answer for the question that I'm asking all along... I'm just so sick and worn out....

Upset & Sorry

Love ? does people really know what is love ?
Just thinking of that makes me unhappy... I don't know what's the main reason for my anger but I'm just really angry and piss off when I hear and see people treating love like 'trash'!!!


well back to my topic.. WHY?? WHY ?? WHY?? why is the mentality of human now days so low... as i said from my previous post, Love is something that is so sacred.. Love show us how God care about all of us!! God is LOVE!! everything begins with God's LOVE!!! so do you see the connection??? Even in our life's, without Love we can't survive that long, everyone needs Love .. True Love I mean...

Something happen today that really upset me a lot. I got a call from my friend knowing the my friend feeling was being play by some person that my friend likes. Hearing that sores me even more. And I really felt like I was useless at that moment cant even say something that can make my friend feel better, just wanna appolagize to you if you are reading my blog. I'm sorry I'm not in any good help in this, I'm really sorry.....


The LORD is close to the heartbroken...


so don't worry ok? God is always with you and He will definately lift up all the sadness that you have.. just stay strong =)


sorry I'm emo-ing also already..
thats all for today..
till next time..

God or money?

Have you every wonder what life is about ?
I bet this question always pops-up in our mind... what's my purpose ? what's the reason I'm born? what's my destiny?
And MOST of the time we just can't seem to figure it out. Our purpose, our dreams, our visions... sometimes we wanna be like this and other times we wanna be like that, the decision of ours is always not the same depending on the situation that we are going through.

I mean why all this kind of confusion that we are giving ourselves, making us feel so stress up all the time, and at the end of the day, some of us might just end up somewhere where we did not even plan at the first place. Sucks right ? but that's the culture I'm seeing now days people choosing the path that they thought it was right but at the end of the day they realize that the path that they took was wrong all this while. And I can see that some of them had given up on pursuing their dreams.


This is a norm in our society now days, people are just living for one thing. MONEY!!! tell me if I'm wrong, more den 90% population around the world only have one aim in their lives, EARN ALOT OF MONEY so that they wouldn't need to worry bout their lives anymore. Well that's sounds really secure right ? with all the money, we can buy anything we want, do whatever we want, go places that we want, life is just so easy when we have alot of money. But just let me ask you, Is it true ? with money everything will be solve ? are you sure that money is the key to everything ?


Well the answer is definately NO!! NO!! NO!!


It's simple to answer, money can't buy health, money can't buy friendship, money can't buy love, there just some much important things in life that money can't buy... and you know what ?If we always focus on money, that means our relationship with God will also distance away..
Just take Luke 16:13 for example
"No one can serve two masters. For you will hate one and love the other, of be devoted to one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money"
This verse clearly states that we can only choose either God or money and the priority in our lives. We can't put both of them in ourlifes and claim that both is equally important. That doesn't mean that money is not important. But God is much more important in all of our life's. We can survive without money but with God by our side, but on the other hand, we CAN'T survive with just only money and God our of ourlifes.


God is the center of everything, without God we wouldn't even exist in thi very place. I'm saying all this doesn't mean that we don't need moeny in ourlifes, YES! no doubt we need money to survive in this society but with God by ourside why worry ? God loves us so much he sends his only Son to die for our sins. I'm sure God won't leave us to starve to death. God is always providing us with the things we NEED. Take note is the things we NEED but not the things we WAN'T . There's a difference wanting something and needing something.
For example,
You need a handphone, so your dad buys one handphone. The handpohne is good enuf with all the basic functions you need to communicate. That's the thing you NEED!!
But rather sticking to that handphone, you asked ur dad for a better handphone. It has the same function but with additional functions add-on. And That's you desire, the thing that you WAN'T.


So you see the difference? God provides us with the things that we need in our lifes, but is us that is always unsatisfy with they things that we already have and we ask more from God. And if God never bless us when we ask for it, then we will blame God for not caring. And worst some of us choose to turn into money worshipers rather than believing in God will provide us. This mind set is definately not right. even the bible says in Proverbs 21:17
"¹⁷ Those who love pleasure become poor;
those who love wine and luxury will never be rich."
When we don't focus on God but other stuff, definately God wouldn't bless us. Because we are not worshiping God but rather we are worshiping money as our God. So why would God wanna bless those who turn away from Him and worship other things as God.

SO fellow readers, just wan you to think bout what i've said, Money is important, but God is MUCH MORE IMPORTANT than money.you know ? When we die, we can't bring the treasures on earth to heaven, but is we serve God, obey Him, Love Him, there are even more treasures waiting for us in eternal life. So why wanna be so obsess about money that is just temporally. Let us just focus on God and definately God will bless all his beloved child =)
So guys just think bout it, if you still have this mind set that money is much more important, pray to God and ask for His help, is never too late to ask God for help =)

That's all for this time post, I'm kinda tired so gonna sleep now.
Till the next post see ya...

God Bless....

Practicing True Love lesson II

Hey peeps I'm back again for the futher explain bout the topic what is LOVE ~~
following up my last post I was explaining about what is true love.. and we know that love is not SEX !! =)

found a nice clip that will futher explain to u guys what is called love ...
Love that is describe in the bible the bible =)
hope you guys will enjoy it ..

Kate Voegele

Hey peeps Another COOL song for you this week
From kate voegele~~
Her voice and guitar skills are just so awesome =)
hope u guys enjoy it...

Practicing True Love lesson Part I

Love what is Love ?
I think i discuss this topic on this blog on the very early days when I started blogging. But the hey, Im a christian now surely it will be quite different if i were to explain bout what is love...

Through out these past years, I've been through so many relationships... from heart pain to another heart pain and to another heart pain... .well I guess love is all about heart pain and break ups ? well I guess these are the symptoms for the people now days treating relationship like a ball throwing it all around, if no feeling already then break up. IF this is the cycle for relationship I wonder how many cycle we have to go through till we find the right 1. 10 ? 20? may be never ... @.@

So what is the definition of love for all of us these days ? No offense but 90%+ people around the world have the concept the LOVE = SEX ... @.@" sick right ? I wonder what has gone wrong with peoples mind now days .. Love is something so sacred that come from God and love has the power to change so many things, but sadly now days we people interprate love as sex.. well sry peeps out there.. LOVE IS NOT = TO SEX !!! LOVE IS LOVE it's so amazing that we can't even use words to explain it ... only actions with sincere heart that can show someones love.


Moving on, so since the conpect of love is wrongly interpreated, so what is the true meaning of love ? well this we have to flip our bible and serch for this verse.


*1 Corinthians 13:4-7* (one of my favourite verse =) )
4. Love suffers long and is kind; Love does not envy; Love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; 5. does not bhave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoke, thinks no evil; 6. does not rejoice in iniquity, but joices in the truth; 7. bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things,


This verse show us and tell us what is true love. Love is not something that can be done or show easily. well think logicly, if loving would be that easy to show, God wouldn't sent his only Beloved Son Jesus Christ to be crucify on the cross to save all of us from eternal comdemtion. God love us so much that God is willing to take such move for all of us. Well thats what you call unfailling love.
From these, do you have a clear mind set of what is love? Love is not something that we can jsut say to someone e.g. "I love you, and i will do anything for you!" yea right as if we are really willing to give in( at least most of the people won't these days) Just by saying you love someone doesn't mean that u love someone, but by taking actions, I mean actions that is sincere and truthearted now that is what we call Love.

So how do you show love to someone ? If we refer back to the verse, we will do things unconditionally for our love ones no matter how hard the things are. well these is just one of the signs of love. there are so many ways to show that we love others and the list will be very long if I were to continue telling it.

Overall this post is just the 1st post bout Love so there will be more guides in the next few post.
Generally this is the introduction for the next few post, so hope you guys will sit tight and wait for the next post . Till then....

God Bless...
-Andrew Teoh Ting Jiun-

Random

It's been almost half a year I guess since I had not written anything in to my blog. TO be honest too much things happen to me now days but still I feel so lazy to blog it out. Well why blog it out ? does it even matter to people nowdays ? All they want is jsut to know what's going on but never really bother or care... but hey that's the truth side of us human in this society so guess I have to bare with that ..


Let me see, what should I begin? or how should I begin... arghh I'm out of ideas to blog now days.. Just freaking frustrated and directionless..


I guess I just need a break right now for everything... just wanna shout out and release my stress right now.. can't take it anymore...