Mixed feelings

Can't sleep well...
Don't feel like doing anything...
Don't feel like eating that much...

It's been a though month for me, and yea I think I should a break by blogging out my feelings and thoughts =)

SO many stuff, unwanted stuff just keep coming in my life.. And I kept wondering why is it I'm going through such a heartache period? Is it because of my fault ? peoples fault? or is it God that send all this trials for me to build me up?

Well till now I still take it a God giving me lessons though trials, well I guess God won't send things that i can't handle to me. Well then what am I so frustrated about ? Gosh, I don't even know why ...

Im just sosososososo lost now, can't concentrate in every stuff that im doin.

Lord please help me... I'm really torn apart now... DOn't know what step to take next..
Just pray that God You will just clear out my cloudy mind .. and show me what is the truth.. the answer for the question that I'm asking all along... I'm just so sick and worn out....

Upset & Sorry

Love ? does people really know what is love ?
Just thinking of that makes me unhappy... I don't know what's the main reason for my anger but I'm just really angry and piss off when I hear and see people treating love like 'trash'!!!


well back to my topic.. WHY?? WHY ?? WHY?? why is the mentality of human now days so low... as i said from my previous post, Love is something that is so sacred.. Love show us how God care about all of us!! God is LOVE!! everything begins with God's LOVE!!! so do you see the connection??? Even in our life's, without Love we can't survive that long, everyone needs Love .. True Love I mean...

Something happen today that really upset me a lot. I got a call from my friend knowing the my friend feeling was being play by some person that my friend likes. Hearing that sores me even more. And I really felt like I was useless at that moment cant even say something that can make my friend feel better, just wanna appolagize to you if you are reading my blog. I'm sorry I'm not in any good help in this, I'm really sorry.....


The LORD is close to the heartbroken...


so don't worry ok? God is always with you and He will definately lift up all the sadness that you have.. just stay strong =)


sorry I'm emo-ing also already..
thats all for today..
till next time..